after much deliberation, i have decided to switch over to wordpress instead of blogger... too much hassle to manage 2 blogs since i can use password protection in wordpress...

please change ur links ;)

http://lonez.wordpress.com

Are promises made to be kept?

or are they suppose to be forgotten as time passes by?

followed mum for facial today since i had no lectures... haha... first time going for lecture... now my face is so red... haiz... was pretty ok, except for the part where she removed the blackheads and stuff... that was damn painful ok... i now understand the pain of those who does facial =pPp

met up with khai and fx for dinner and a movie at tamp mall... i was earlier than the meeting time so went for a walk around tamp mall and century square... finally bought the sleeveless vest i was aiming for... haha... gona wear it tomorrow ^^ i also got the spider stud that i saw the other day... looks pretty cool but not sure if it will look nice on me... =pPp

we caught Chuck and Larry... its quite a good movie... pretty funny yet its so meaningful... there's one phase that was used during the movie that i found pretty true: "Its so hard to pretend to be someone you are not"... how true this sentence is... so many times in life, we always try to be the person that he/she wants us to be, and we end up losing ourselves in the end... anyway we really laughed ourselves silly and not only us, but the whole cinema was filled with laughter throughout the movie...

after the movie ended, we had mac at the interchange outlet... haiz.. just had mac in the noon while waiting for mum to be done... we were so busy discussing bout the movie as well as our lives... some catching up was in order... i tried the sms chat that was in mac... was really fun even though we had to wait for a couple of min before our msg was shone on the screen... lolz... fx got a shock when he saw what i typed... lolz...

gona meet up with cyn tml for dinner and a drink... maybe seng will be coming along as well... heehee... long time nv go for a drink lorx... lalalalala...

Cast: Adam Sandler, Kevin James, Jessica Biel
Director: Dennis Dugan
Genre: Comedy
Language: English
Release Date: 20 September 2007
Running Time: 115 minutes

Two comedy dynamos unite in this comedy from director Dennis Dugan (PARENTHOOD, HAPPY GILMORE). Brooklyn firefighters Larry Valentine (Kevin James) and Chuck Levine (Adam Sandler) have watched each others back since they met in the Academy even though they are different as can be. Playboy Chuck cant get enough of the ladies and they cant get enough of him. Larry, meanwhile, is a widower raising two young children and still grieving the death of his wife. When Larry saves Chucks life on a call, he comes up with a unique way for his buddy to repay him: having missed the opportunity to name his children beneficiaries, he asks Chuck to act as his domestic partner so that his children will be provided for if tragedy strikes. But these two buddies soon find themselves the subject of an investigation by the city. Enter Alex McDonough (Jessica Biel), their highly attractive attorney who leaves Chuck desperately wishing he wasnt pretending to be gay.

met up with heng kiang for dinner together with jx after lessons today... been awhile since we last saw him... i think the last time was when daryl left for australia to study... had dinner at the market at clementi central... did some catching up with him... really glad that i aint in the army anymore after hearing all the things he's doing now... no free time leh... zZzZzz... but then when i heard of the things that went on during the army open house recently, i felt tempted to try them out... haha... but nonetheless, im glad im back to study again... =)

after reading some stuff, i started to feel a change in my m00d again... was ok for a short while, but now things i tried to hide are starting to surface again in my mind... haiz... cant seem to shake them off no matter what i do... wth...

finally popped over White Sands Macdonald's to study... its better than the one at the tampines central mac... quieter and much more space to study... haha... went with khai and i think he also like there... next time nearer my place le... ^^

shared a cab back with him since he insisted on sending me back first... *thnx bro*

If you believe, then it exist...
If you don't believe, then it doesnt exist...
Unfortunately, i dont......

finally tried the food at Chomp Chomp... always hear them mentioning about it but never had the chance to go down and try, since dad doesnt like to drive to this kind of congested places and i only got my licence recently... so luckily yesterday i drove and sotong brought me and seng there for dinner even though it wasnt seng's first time there... haha... ordered quite a bit... bbq chilli stingray, fried carrot cake, fried prawn noodles, chicken wings, popiah and satay... haha... we also tried the unique dessert... but we just cannot decide if it was beancurd or pudding... anyway we ordered 3 flavours, strawberry, sea coconut and mango... wasnt too bad... the sugarcane glass was also so huge... $3 per cup... haha...

popped over to ang mo kio central macdonald for a drink while waiting for hs... long time nv see her le... sotong studied there while me n seng went to play pool... haha... i think i improved quite a bit le... so much better than last time... lolz... seng ended up paying again, but we only played awhile before hs came so its not ex lar...

hs only stayed for a short while... and so did we... haha... sent sotong home den seng den went back home...

went for a game of pool with seng, berd and qing at grandlink after school just now... was pretty surprise that qing joined us... usually it was only me, seng n berd playing and qing doesnt really come out with us... seng ended up paying this time round...

not sure if i will be going out tml but if i dont, i will prolly be studying outside, hopefully with a fren... *looks at jo* =pPp

well lets see after tomorrow whether my horoscope is to be believed... it says money should be coming my way as friday nears... well, i bought a ticker on England to win 1-0 and 2-0 and i bought quickpick $3 just for the fun of it... *dont worry, i play small ;)* lets see tml morn if i win the england bet and tml night the toto =pPp
p.s. cyn, if eng dont win 1-0 im coming after u le =X

well for the first time in all my SIM lectures, i didnt feel sleepy today... haha... was so wide awake even though i was having diffiulties sleeping for the past week or so... at least i managed to listen to the whole lecture without falling aslp ^^

wanted to go out study in the night, but couldnt find anyone and dad was using the lap, so i decided to study at home and u know what i realised? I REALLY CANNOT CONCENTRATE AT HOME !!! =) too many temptations le... haha... 2 lectures tml =( so boring !!! hopefully im able to stay awake like today again... heehee...

Movie: Music and Lyrics
Artist: Hugh Grant
Song: Way Back Into Love

(Feat. Haley Bennett)

Haley:
I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

Hugh:
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
Ive been sitting aside time,to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

Chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love

Haley:
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

Hugh:
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

Chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to again
I guess I'm hopin' you'll be there for me in the end

Haley:
There are moments that I don't know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

Chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to again
I guess I'm hopin' you'll be there for me in the end

all i can say is that today's job was quite unexpectedly fun and relaxing... we reached on time but only started around 10... we went for lunch around 1 and were only back 1 hour later... we left the place at 4... all we did was key in some data for like 5 hours and we were paid 8 hours worth of pay =)

met up with fx for dinner at tamp since mum didnt cook today... we were talking about certain things which made us realise things that we didnt before... it only dawn on us how clear certain things were even though nothing has been said out...

looking at my horoscope for the week makes me wana laugh... who m i suppose to tell my emotions to? who am i suppose to confess my feelings to?

i haven forgotten what i felt the last time and i haven forgotten what lonez means... so its pretty impossible for me...

@ my dear fren (you know who u are):
dont stress urself out... things will work out fine in the end... do whatever u have to do but do not forget that u are human and so, u need sufficient rest... if u fall sick, how are u going to continue doing what needs to be done right? if u need someone to talk to or a shoulder, just call me =)

Aquarius
[Jan 21 - Feb 19]

Take emotional risks. Isn't it about time you told someone just exactly how you feel about them? And if you're still wary, try talking to a trusted friend or ally first. Your money stars brighten as Friday approaches. Only you can decide whether it is the right time to take the lead.

w00... working tml for one day... haha... data entry from 9am to 4pm... well even though its only for one day, i shld be happy cause at least i got something to do le... haha... hopefully got more coming... *thnX jx for the recommendation ;)* going to bed real soon since i have to be awake at 6am :S ... been a while since i woke up that early... the last time i woke at 6 was when i was still serving the army =pPp

managed to configure my psp to be able to surf the net, but there are still some minor details that i have yet to work out... might take a while, but at least im using my psp again =X

w00h00... i didnt know i can spend almost 6hours studying at mac... haha... it wasnt planned for me to be studying today, much less coming to mac to study... jo asked if i wanted to accompany her so since i didnt have anything on in the earlier part of the day i said ok... was still wondering how i was suppose to go to PH's chalet, but ended up i didnt go... too troublesome... did my econs and a little bit of maths which i subsequently gave up...

at least now i can proudly say that i understand my econs =D *at least i think i do* haha... hopefully when people ask me if i understand, i should be able to explain bahx... ^^ took me long enuf though...

never expected myself to be spending a saturday studying away... thought i would be slacking at home or with friends outside... haha... but nvm lar, at least i got things done... =pPp

gona go off pretty soon for dinner le... hungry!!! blog later again if there's something to, if not wait for the next post =X

just came back from Zouk... my specs is giving me problems... i cant see clearly at times and my eyes get tired very easily... i think i need to change back to the old pair first... not sure what is wrng though, but i prolly will have to bring it back to the shop to have it checked... zouk is so packed today, and if im not mistaken, i think i saw the signage that put "FULL HOUSE" outside the main entrance... haha...

well im off to bed soon... 2 lectures tml... haiz... study study study... haha... tiring lehx...

stayed home the whole afternoon since i woke up late =pPp arranged to meet up with cyn at amk for dinner... so long nv go there eat le... haha... we were pretty much caught by surprise when we saw albert walking past our table... he didnt see us and was quite surprised to see us as well... haha... *anyway, cyn wanted me to post bout this part so here it is =X*

well here's a qn... club or dont club XD

Aquarius
[Jan 21 - Feb 19]

It's time to sit up and make your physical well-being the number one priority. Don't get fanatical, but do clean up your diet and see that you're getting all the correct and appropriate exercise. And, also, of course get rid of lingering resentments.

Just So You Know - Jesse Mccartney



I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:] J
ust so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]

haha... i finally decided on driving to school today... well if not today when else right? :P afterall, when my dad's back i wont be able to use the car especially during weekdays... heehee... well, i almost got myself lost on the way to school... made some turns that i didnt know whether was right or wrong and end up it was the right ones... lucky me though... haha... tried going back by PIE, and it wasnt as hard as i thought it would be even when i didnt plan it beforehand... well, hopefully tml i wont have any problems going to school and back...

popped by East Point on the way back to collect my new specs as well as to get dinner... i ended up waiting over an hour for my sis who was on her way back home also... she collected her specs and i drove home with her...

gona be studying in school tml... so prolly wont be back that early also...

Aquarius
[Jan 21 - Feb 19]

There is everything to be gained from bending in the wind and much to be risked from refusing to compromise. Only if you are ready for anything should you do anything inpulsive. Remember that special people are depending on you.

read something from the Newpaper today and found it rather interesting... thought i would share it with you all:

Anyone can be happy. Happiness is a skill that can be taught and learnt.
The first thing we can do is to change the way we think.
We blame our unhappiness on other people or outside things or events.
In reality, our subconsious ways of thinking or interpreting things create our upsets.
Unhappiness is a largely self-inflicted agony.
An identical event - for example, cancer - happening to two people, can trigger completely different responses from them.
One may be unable to accept such an unfair affliction and become stuck in resentment, fear and helplessness.
The other may see cancer as a very common occurence which also happened to her. She proceeds to handle its treatment in a calm, intelligent manner. She sees the enforced down-time as an opportunity to play mahjong - a game she loves but never has the time for.
How could one person be struck in bitterness and powerlessness and another sees cancer as an opportunity for enjoyment.
It is not what happens to us that makes us unhappy, but how we interpret what happened that causes unhappiness.
The actions we take can make the difference between surviving and growing from a challenge or being killed by it.
Without our being aware of it, our minds are incessantly analysing, judging, interpreting and making meanings about everything and everyone we encounter in our lives.
Our ceaseless meaning-making is always unconscious and too frequently, our assumptions and conclusions create stress, unhappiness, fear and powerlessness in us.
The quality and content of our lives today have been created from those millions of unconscious meanings we made about everything. Changing our thoughts ultimately changes our lives.
Study after study confirms that happy people live healthier and longer lives than unhappy ones.
Happiness is not a luxury to be enjoyed only when all the circumstances in our lives are perfect - it is fundamental to our quality of life, health and longevity now.
The second path to happiness lies in changing our personal world - to create the work, activities, relationships, experiences and things which bring us joy, peace of mind, purpose and success.
When we pour our greatest creativity, energy, enthusiasm and love into doing what we enjoy and are passionate about, the ideal conditions for success and fulfilment are right there.

-Wong Chia Siew

wanted to go down town today to look at some stuff... den didnt manage to go as it was raining so heavily for most of the day and i couldnt find anyone free to accompany me... guess thats what happens when some are workin while some are studying and while some are not...

anyway, went out to the interchange mac to study with khai even though we were studying different modules... haha... at least there's someone to accompany me study outside... hopefully i will be able to find others ^^ managed to finish up econs chapter 2... i think i got roughly the idea already, but i think i still need some explaining to be done before i fully understand it... heehee...

im still deliberating whether or not to drive to school tomorrow... i really feel like driving to have a feel of driving long distances on my own and to experience what its like to drive to school... but then, im kinda afraid of driving there... getting lost, and the fear of something happening to the car is what's holding me back... *sigh*... what should i do? =(

i realised its so hard to find studying buddies now... at this point of time, some of us have already started working so there's no need to study... some of us are slacking away meaning not working or studying at the moment... while the rest of us are studying away... but the thing is we are all pursuing different degrees, so the modules will definitely be different... and since we are doing different degrees/modules, our timetable will also be different... so its pretty hard to find someone who is free at the same time to study with u, and especially so to find someone who's free the same as u as well as doing the same modules...

haiz... i want go out study, but cant find anyone... zZzZzZzZzZz... i dont mind if we are studying different things, its the company that im looking for =pPp

just finished my tutorial... haha... so i decided to blog... lala... kind of tiring but i enjoy blogging XD

weeeeee... have been driving for the whole day today... firstly, drove to church... den to simei where we had lunch and made a pair of new specs =X den drove home... afterwhich i drove to downtown east to meet up with seng and kelvin... followed by driving to seng's place to collect some stuff, and back to pasir ris pond to do some prawning... again back to seng's place to watch soccer and at last back home to end the day... heehee... so fun... but i need to watch the petrol consumption though, otherwise i will have a big hole in my pocket next month...

like i said earlier, i made a new pair of specs today... the current one has too many scratches already... its been through thick and thin with me ever since i got it for my army days... haha... 2 years of outfield and training together... its time to give it a well-deserved rest =pPp i ordered a totally opposite colour specs... my current one is red on the inside and black on the outside... my new one is totally white... haha... white vs black... it looks so cool... lol~ gona collect in on wed after school... im thinking of getting contact lens... but im not sure if my eyes are suitable or not... if it is, den great... if its not den it would have been a waste of money... haiz... how how how... and i have to pay for it myself as well... b0000...

we did not plan to go prawning today... it was more of an inpromtu kind of thing... one min we were thinking of places to go and activities to do, the next moment someone suggested to go prawning or overnight fishing... but the thing was that feng had to work tml so overnight fishing is out of the question... we met up with feng n qing at the pasir ris pond... haha boy were we late... lolz... we paid for 4hours which was at $45 total and split into 2 rods instead of 1... so 2hours for each rod... can u believe it that at the end of 2 hours, we only caught one prawn between the 5 of us? how pathetic... we are wondering if there are actually how many prawns in that particular pond... for the whole time we were there, we didnt see anyone managing to catch any at all... we were lucky i suppose... but we let it go into the pond again as we did not want to bother bringing it back since it was only one... haha... shucks... we forgot to take a photo with our prize catch =pPp

anyway that ends the first day of my driving adventures if u can call it that... now i have to go figure out how to get to some other places...

yippie !!! i get to use the car for the whole of next week, starting from today all the way till next sat :D ... heheheh... im gona drive and drive and drive... only thing is i have to pay for the petrol... lolz... so far my plan is going accordingly... time to move on to the next step le ;)

sometimes i just dont understand the way parents think... why cant they just go straight to the point instead of having to come up with so many different explanations and end up making a simple thing become so complicated... haiz...

i realised that i seem not to know who i am anymore... whats the cause of this? i dont know or should i say i dont want to say... those close to me should have guess it i think... i may have said it a couple of times already, but IM NO LONGER THE PERSON I USED TO BE... the happy-go-lucky, carefree, worries-free, stress-free guy is no longer around... well at least i learnt how to put on a bravefront in front of others... not wanting to affect others seems to be what i wish to do...

我的心忽然又活了　从再见到你的那一刻
原来我也有过这样的激动　只是在习惯自我保护后忘了
想聊的故事太长了　反而就都沉没的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头　看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着
这是我们的纪念日　纪念我们开始对自己诚实
原以为相爱的人放弃骄傲　说少了你生活淡的没有味道
这是美丽的纪念日　纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看得到　不求完美爱的更远　要过的更好
我用寂寞来惩罚我　看着你走过要什么当时不说
此刻能有你倾听我心情的转折　那是种当天以后让人想哭快乐　

if my timetable is to be believed, then for the next few weeks or months, i will have lots of free time... haha... next week i dont have accounts lecture... the week after i only have lectures on thurs, not on wed and fri... heehee... more to come after i look at my timetable again =X

dad's flying off on a business trip tomorrow night le... did a shopping list of things that i need him to help me get... but i wouldnt put my hopes up too high... he's not like my mum who's more easier going... doubt he would even get 30% of the stuff i noted down... haha... hopefully i would be able to have more freedom on using the car next week when he's not around... *pRaYz*

so far everything is going as plan... hope nothing will go wrong and the end result will be what i hope it would be... *pRaYz AgAiN*

i always thought that people were dying to get a university education... they would do anything just to be able to secure a spot in the university of their choice... people used to work very hard as they climb up the education level so that they can get into university and get a piece of paper called degree certificate... it meant to facilitate their entry into the working world while promising good career prospects and good salary... but i suppose now its not as difficult to get into a university when compared to the past... with more and more private universities been established and private institutions opening all around the while, almost everyone is able to get a university education... in this current society, its very difficult to survive in the working while if u do not have that piece of paper... so everyone is still working towards getting that certificate but not as strongly as before...

after going through almost 15years of education, i finally arrived at the door of my university education even though i have already started for almost 1 month... even though its not exactly my first choice of place to study, nevertheless im still glad i managed to get into one... almost all of my frenz are either full-time or part-time students... some of them have already gotten their degree while some are in the midst of it... some are done/doing in Singapore while some are overseas such as in Australia etc...

i thought that to get through every uni education, alot of effort, money have to be put in... money in the sense of school fees... and i thought that to be able to get accepted into the uni would be a justification of the hard work they have put in just to get where they are, but why do i still see more and more people asking themselves if they regret doing so... im hoping that they feel this way because they have not fully adjusted to the new lifestyle... but whatever their decision may be, im sure they would have thought it through carefully and have already consulted their family members and friends... =) i trust that they know what they are doing...

after almost a month in SIM, i realised that uni life is pretty different from poly life, especially in a private uni such as SIM, where the lectures and tutorials are carried out in the same space of time not like the public uni's where they are done separately.. the chances of mixing around, making new friends is so much lower and harder... i also realised that the competition is so much higher... during my time in poly, i mostly hear that the girls would be the ones who mug everyday... guys mugging that earnestly is almost unheard of except for a few guys that i know... but from my time in SIM, i realised that the guys are actually even more hardworking... now that's something...

anyway... i aim to do well at my last hurdle, considering this would prolly be my last chance to show what im capable of...

had to drag myself to school today... haha... didnt feel like getting up today... haha... prolly because i slpt really late last night bahx =X

met up with joanna, joanna n cynthia at town =pPp nope its not typo mistake, but joanna is joanna's fren =X haha... anyway... had dinner at Food Republic, den went down to Tangs since they planned to go shopping there... haiz... Tangs is having such a good sale on things that i want... but but im BROKE !!! =(

anyway, tml will be a super boring day... 2 lectures and i have to wake up so early... haiz... i can forecast my mood tml... SLEEPY !!!

Aquarius
[Jan 21 - Feb 19]

You still seem to be hankering after something from long ago. Nostalgia and sentimentality are good things, but don't forget that the past is gone and that the future is bearing down on you rapidly.

today or rather yesterdy was seng's birthday... happy birthday bro! just came back from his place... was supposed to be helping him to finish up the alcohol from his party, but we ended up only drinking like 1,2 cans of beer... recently dont feel like drinking... dont know why also... anyway, had dinner at his place, played some cards and drank abit, thats all...

went out with mum in the afternoon since i slpt all the way till 12pm... haha... went to bugis for some shopping... wanted to sign up for the SAFRA membership at the roadshow that i saw the other day and get the free Creative mp3 player... but sad to say, the roadshow is already over... haiz... there goes the player... bought a bag from S&K... wanted to get a pair of jeans also, but they didnt have my size... lolz... ended up getting just the bag...

been rather easy frustrated recently... not sure how to explain it but then i just dont like the feeling... just feeling very down recently... hopefully it goes away soon... *wants to hear from someone soon*

nice MV =)

i believe that no one in this world can say that they are without friends... some of us have lots of friends while some of us have few friends... it doesnt matter how many friends one have, but its the quality of the friends that counts... when i say quality, i actually mean true friends... friends that will stick with you no matter what happens... friends that will always be there for you, to listen to your problems, your sorrows and friends that will share your happiness with... friends are more than just people you hang out with, go chilling with, shopping with, chatting with etc...

to a certain extend, its easy to make new friends... after meeting once, he/she/they become your new-found friend(s)... but how many of them will be able to be one that you are able to confide in ... how many of them will be able to earn your absolute trust to tell them things that you never think of telling others, and maybe even your family members...

there are no right or wrong ways in which a friend should behave towards another one, as people have different personalities... however the basic attitude that friends should have towards one another should be relatively similar... one thing for certain, friends should be true to another... no point being friends if u cant even be truthful to one another...

as friends we should consistently show care and concern for each other... otherwise, whats the point in being friends? maybe different people have different ways of showing care and concern for their friends, but sometimes it doesnt hurt to be more open about it would it?

close friends arent determined by how long the friendship has been but how much they have been through together... a friend of 1 yr can be closer than a friend of 10yrs...

friends are precious and are almost a neccesasity in life for everyone... no one can live without friends... so please treasure all your friends around you and dont be afraid to show how much you care for them...

seng had a birthday party at his place today... quite alot of guests... his relatives, his army frenz as well as us, poly frenz... food was ok, he ordered buffet so yea... sad thing was he got drunk halfway thru the party and was lying in his pool of vomit, deep in lalaland... guess they made him drink too much already... anyway, wanted to go out for supper with frenz, but due to some unreasonable conditions, we passed on it...

you know, sometimes i just hate it when parents think that they know all about there is to life... about what's good for their children, how they like to control their movements, how they think they know better just because they are older and I ESPECIALLY HATE IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY UNDERSTAND THEIR CHILDREN !!! take for example today... originally i told him earlier that if it was possible to borrow his car in the evening as i had to attend seng's bdae and wanted to go out after that... he told me that they will be going out and if they are back early i could use it... they werent back before i left, so i decided to borrow the car after the party... guess what he said "u pay for the pertol n parking fees as well as the car must be back by 1am" wtf... by the time i called him it was already 10+... how in the world am i suppose to bring the car back by then??? he told me we needed to settle the car issue when i get home, and i already knew what was going to happen... true to my beliefs, he and my mum did give me a lecture on using the car...

here are some of the reasons they gave me for not wanting to lend me the car:
1. alot of things can happen at night
2. i dont want u home late
3. by not lending u the car, im teaching u to be responsible
4. before u had a licence u could still get around, so why need the car now

u know... i can understand that the car belongs to my dad and if he doesnt want to lend it to me, so be it... but to come up with all these stupid reasons just makes me wonder... wtf is by not lending u the car, im teaching u to be responsible? if he's not going to let me practice on my own, then how am i suppose to be able to get used to driving alone... goddamnit... its not like im going drinking or something... its just going out for supper thats all... yea... isnt why ppl wanting to get a licence so much so that it would be convenient for them to drive around, instead of having to pay for taxi fares or taking a long time to get to their destinations? if not why the hell do i get a licence for... and now, i have to pay him like what $20 for each time i want to use his car, and im suppose to top up the petrol tank and pay for carpark on my own? thnX dad... with the miserable amount im getting each month, u jolly well know its impossible for me to survive with having to pay for that... anyway, im done with saying what i want to say even though there's so many more things that the both of them said that pisses me off... just needed somewhere to let it out...

anyway some pics from the party:

yippie !!! its the end of another schooling week... haha, even though its only a 3days school week for me, it still is tiring... one lec last for 3hours :S ...

kinda sad that i didnt have anywhere to go today, so was feeling really bored... haiz... sad sad sad... atom and the rest are at Dbl O... he asked me along to meet up with them, but just didnt feel like going clubbing... sianz sianz sianz...

hopefully i will be able to borrow the car tml so that i can at least go to seng's place and other places if i want to... *pRaYs*

well i was reading a fren's blog and i chanced upon some very nice things to ponder about...


there was this boy, he was always struggling with his math subject in his school, almost all the result that he got from his exams were FAIL or BARELY PASS. After Months of Hard Work and advice he got from his tutor, he finally got and 75/100, that may not be a fantastic result, but that was nonetheless a Good result.
He went back home happily, looking for his mum, the moment his mum saw him and knew that the boy got his result that day, she said: " You must have failed again". The boy determined to prove his mum about her mistake, was expecting a apologize from her and a hug from her to encourage him. He took out his result slip to show his mum, but her mum said: "OK, Not BAD", and continued watching the t.v programme.


Sometimes, Life is SAD. Sad in a funny way, because you know that although you are surrounded with friend and family, but they do not really look into you, they will not get truly sad when you get sad, or they do not really get happy when you get happy.
Are they your friends/family? I am SURE they are.
But they may be really just too tired to put too much attention into you, or they are too engage into other people/activities/work/game/themselves.


*eNjOy*

phew... tml's fri... meaning 1 last lecture to go before another long weekend for me :D ... 6hours of lecture just went by today... it isnt as bad as i thought it would be... i realised i need to work more on econs since its getting tougher already =( *somebody help!!!*

seriously to those who know me, they know i dont start revising so soon, but because i made a promise which i intend to keep, i will make it count everyday...

ohh... im so proud of myself =X made 2 new friends today... haha... i know its nothing much but well its a good start... ^^

*btw... is it so damn surprising that i am studying? why everyone msg me and ask "you really studying arh?"... wtf sia... so damn demoralising lorx... lolz...

day started off with me almost oversleeping to rushing off to school with just 4 small waffles to fill my stomach for the whole day till dinner... how should i put it, if it wasnt for the break in between, i wonder how will i be able to last 3hours of lecture without falling aslp... haha... so far so good... still am able to catch up with the lessons... at least im taking the effort to read up more... haha...

met up with jo after my school and after her work at vivo to catch Simpsons... heeX... wasnt really interested in catching Simpsons since i never watch Simpsons when it was on tv... but since she so keen to watch so i dont mind lor... haha... its actually very funny i suppose, if the laughter coming from the cinema could bare witness to that fact, but i dont know why i cant seem to laugh anymore... hmmz... first time i see jo laughing until so loud... lolz... the show had a particular scene that caused a flashback in me... something that happened in the past... had dinner with her before the movie at Carl's Junior... quite like the food... next time im gonna try the chicken sandwich... heeX... we decided to queue up for donuts since the queue wasnt very long, but sad to say, alot of the nice flavours were already sold out =( didnt get to it the cheesey donut... haha... next time bahx... both of us suddenly feel like going sentosa one of these days... its been such a long long time since we had a gathering there... i think the last time we went there as a class was the first class chalet there... ahhh... the memories... maybe one day we will be going back there... soon soon i hope...

one question... should i keep the promises i made even though i know it will not help one bit? o.O

Cast: Dan Castellaneta, Julie Kavner, Nancy Cartwright
Director: David Silverman
Genre: Comedy
Language: English
Release Date: 26 July 2007
Running Time: 88 minutes

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yippie !!! this is my 300th post and it will continue to climb and climb =pPp seriously, this blog has been the one place where i have stored all my memories of fun n laughter, as well as pain n sorrows... i know it will continue to grow ;)

well, went out today to meet ah hao in town... i was the one who asked him out anyway since the both of us got nothing planned out today... if i were to stay at home for 1 more min, i will prolly die... im so bored at home and im feeling so stressed up... not because of studies but because of other things... anyway, bought a pair of canvas shoes from Giordano... haha... cheap cheap... only $10... lolz... it resembles the Converse pair i have so much and it feels the same when worn so why not... haha... budget budget... =X bought the beige colour one instead of the white... think got too many white shoes le... haha... gona wear them to school tml... left town around 9pm den went to bugis to meet up with khairi, fu xiang, sarah, jaspreet and one of their fren... had dinner at Swensons... ordered the black pepper seafood pasta... wasnt too bad, but if it had a bit more sauce i guess it would taste much better... heeX...

yay!!! finally done with studying my Principles of Banking n Finance as well as Principles of Accounting... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee... left Maths and Econs to study... will have to leave it for tml already...

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